Well I'm sorry everyone I haven't been posting on this journal as much since I got one at Live journal now. Http://www.livejournal.com/Users/Aira_Draven/ I think thats the right link, Hopefully it is... Anyways all the stuff you've been missing will be in that journal. I've decided that if you want to talk to me my Yahoo messanger names are: Slipknot_Kitty420 or HIM_Razorblade_Girl and my AOL or AIM messanger names are: Waterfairy420 and ValoismyGOD. there you have it. If you get really bored or wanna give me some ideas for Fixing the sad excuse I have for my waste of time I call my website please feel free to drop me a line. Anyways its been a few days since I picked up the New LOVE METAL CD by H.I.M now I only need one CD and two boxsets to complete my H.I.M collection then I'm gonna go to work on my Rasmus (The Rasmus now) and my Nightwish collection... I plan on going to Finland in the near future for a short two week visit. Maybe if I like it enough I shall try to make a friend there so I can visit more often or perhaps even move there. Everyone who knows me understands how much I want to move out of this country. Nothing against America, I love it and the people here, but I don't feel at home. And theres too much drama for me here. Pleace cheak out www.heartagram.com and www.rasmusdeadletters.com if your bored and like "Metal/Rock" and "poprock" with a dark/gothic twist. I got to go for now...PEACE OUT! LaTTeRZ, Aira Draven Mental Patient Number: 420666 I felt your embrace once so great slowly decay. I wanted you to stay but I drove you away. I would have chased you but you would have gone anyway. I feel the nights bleed into day. I try to sleep, but the memories won't let my mind stray. I can't pretend that everythings okay when your gone. I'm losing my sanity, I'm losing my soul, I all ready lost you, and you where my all... Its a rather shitty poem but it was off the top of my head and at least it sounds okay right?!