Well I'm back what can I say, It always seems like I'm alone. I don't really understand it. Everyone has someone but me. My brother has a beautiful, kind, loving girlfriend. He's very lucky, he was the one blessed with the good looks in my family, I was the one who everyone thought was pretty when I was younger, but how quickly that changes. I am basicly the fat ugly one... If you dont believe me  go here and see for yourself. I know I just can't cut it in the Relationship department, So I'm willing to just give up on it... What can I do? I always thought that maybe someday I'd be married and even have a son, But I don't think thats my destiny... I think I'm gonna end up being some old cat lady who dies and sits in my house for a few months before they find my body all tore up by the hungery cats... lol I'm sorry I keep planning out these diffrent tragic ways for me to die... Its kinda funny because I can see this one comming true. Well I got to go finish writting my friend Amby... PEACE OUT!
LaTTeRZ,
Aira Draven Mental Patient Number: 420666